So well, i guess this is the last post im gonna post for you, thanks for everything you had done for me, for all you had put in for this relationship, and yet i after the way i had treated you, you still did all this for me,
Look at how much you did for me even after i treated you this way, i knw im a bastard, i knw i wad u scolded me that say way all right, i should be forever alone, i cant find anyone who could do so much like this for me and after i treated you this way u still kept on doing it, writing all letters, keeping your hopes up, and yet, all you wanted was th most simple relationship that i could not give you. No matter how much u try, and try, it still didnt turn out the way u wanted things to be.
When i needed someone to be my listening ear in the past, you would always be there, no matter wad. And like you said, after knowing me for about a year plus, you and me didnt expect this at all. After all this while, you listening to my shit talks, listen to how stupid i can be, listening to all my r/s prob, we both ourself got tgt. Even after how i treated you, you still, kept going on.
You, would always be there for me no matter wad happen, no matter how much disappointment u had alr gain from me, yet u still trust me. But slowly the trust you had for me faded. Slowly, slowly, its getting lesser and lesser...
And today.. This... Thats it, i've lost it. i've lose you. You didnt get the message i was trying to tell you indirectly... You just didnt....
You didnt have to say sorry, you didnt have to feel bad, you didnt have to thank me at all. I've done nth...
And now i knw what is regret, when u kept saying one day i'll regret losing you because u had done ur best and have nothing to loss...