Ytd night th story ended T.T
after tat emo-ed slash, punch wall, shout my pain out
but nth works didnt slp th whole night cuz i could only think of u
morning msg JiaJun to get mi 10 packs if marlboro menthol
after tat wif no feelings i when to bathe in cool water trying to wake myself up ):
but no use so after bathe when back rm lie dead on th floor thinking of u ):
after tat JiaJun can dhen jiu start smoking lerh
smoke my life out wif 2 packs dhen on com hais
now still smoking T.T really meaning less to live on girl I NEED U hais
I love u and u know it. but w/o u i cant go on
Im not going back to studying lerh sorry guys and i wont be living my house to
will be rotting my life out + dun feel like eating at all T.T
nth to post lerh i wanna cry liao T.T audi nt life out today to
trying to forget u is still v hard
but i rather be a silly fool tat waits for a girl even if she dun like mi anymore
I waited like this be4 and i can wait again
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Baby u told mi this ''Always remember this, I'll always be loving you no matter what :B ''
but now? wats going on? im not allow to die im not allow to be wif u?
MY LIFE IS MEANINGLESS ALR
many ppl ask why i care so much all i can say was i love u
when u didnt reply mi my friends always tell mi to forget about it
but i keep on waiting why CUZ I LOVE U
when i lie but i told u WHY cuz i dun wanna lie to my most loved girl
and after tat? i try to patch things up wif u didnt i?
why CUZ I WANNA BE WIF U girl
my life is really nth w/o u its like i got shot true my heart
and cant stop bleeding ):
XiaoJunJun (U. U): brother WAKE UP LA PLSS MAN
XiaoJunJun (U. U): she v chio meh need u care till like tat u know we all care about u alot now? u ask HuiMin la she totaly over react when heard u like tat sia
XiaoJunJun (U. U): bro dun say lerh la cheerup man its just a girl wat so big deal about? i give u 100 girls wan -.- come on man
Tag reply:
XiaoJunJun(U. U) : FUCK UR MOTHER CB LA SO WAT SHE NOT CHIO LOVE IS ABOUT LOOK HUH MUST LOVE ALWAYS BE ABOUT LOOKS? THINK AGAIN CAN? TURE LOVE IS SOMETHING U CNT BUY. NOT EVEN ANY GIRL CAN REPLACE HER NOW. NOT EVEN HUIMIN CAN REPLACE HER OKAY SHOULD BE U WAKE UP. BROTHER SHE CHANGED MI OKAY I USE TO BE A WAT? 2 TIMER RIGHT? NOW? I REAllY REALLY LOVE HER WHOLE HEARTEDLY CAN NOT EVEN OUR BROTHER R/S CAN REPLACE MY LOVE FOR HER PLS LA SHOULD BE U WAKE UP.
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dun wanna eat dinner as no mood ):
im thinking of her and its hurting mi like a mad man
i wanna die but all say cnt ):
hais wat can i do?
I just love u so much
and thanks joy, Doris, brothers and all for trying to cheer mi up