feeling damn no mood this days....
i fucking doubted th wrong person and now its just to last to turn back...
mi on just to postand after tat im going to off lerh...
my blog is th last thing i have from you...
im not going to let it die of or change anything must...
i wont delete any post u posted for mi in th past...
all im thinking is how foolish i was to doubt u and believe wateva th guy said...
i rather lose everything dhen lose u...
after wat u told mi tat day i teared at night think of all th past i had wif u...
i now know th reason for our brk... for all th coldness...
when u posted tat song and made all th words red...
so wat my gan told mi was right... u still loved mi...
but wif all th coldness u gave mi... wat about th mega? th one wif all th ily...
one time u told mi to put?....
wat are u trying to tell mi? and mi being a fool and didnt bother to listen to ur half of th story..
im just hating myself now... no mood in anything...
i stare at th old post u posted....i stare at tat v post in ur p.blog...
know all th wrong i did... i cant slp...dun wanna eat... and cant stop thinking of u...
u told mi why u became like tat... i totally dk wat to say...
when lime told mi all tat i gotta say i tot i could let go...
but after u shouting at mi in audi, i totally cant... i really cant now...
i have to say its my wrong and i have no rights to blame u...
but all i can say now is im sorry and all i can do now is nth.....