When i see ur face i just fall right back t th ground hard.
Idk why but things seem v different w/o you.
Maybe i got t use t u controling me wif my smoking and stuff.
Come t think about it. I do miss those times.
But its all justs t late.
I'll pull myself tgt t get things over.
I knw i'll be lying t myself but its th only way.
Texting wif SaraTikotoes`sist now
:\ kinda sian now.
Sist keep saying she v clever LOL
Have been rotting at home for quite some time lerh
I gotta go out man! Tmr gonna play bball wif brother <:
long time no play alr hope i dun suck LOL
Having a headache ever since i woke up think my fever come back again >:
Kinda wanting t be alone t night maybe gonna go out alone walk around
hmmmm dk bah. gonna find a nice and quiet, windy and dark place. :\
Guess im gonna seat there and think about my past once and for all
and let everything go.
Tat dumb tikotoes dun let me MIA sia >:
say wat i MIA she dun tok t me ever again ._. wakao
Really mass up today as something happened in th afternoon
not gonna say out but yea im confuse myself too.
When im wif her i still think if u.
I get confuse at time but i just nvr did say it out.
Tat v time u told me you still didnt let go, i really dk wat t do.
I act as if everything was fine and keep it in my heart till now.
Seeing you sad its wat worries me.
Silly things u do alot, where has th strong u go?
But now things are better i guess cant believe how happy u were today.
Seeing you happy i didnt believe i smiled.
Everytime trying finding ways t start a conversation its like so damn hard.
Im still confuse about my feelings idk who i really like.
I just wanna learn not t love anyone.
So i wont get hurt nor will anyone.
Being strong is wat im weak at.
But acting? Its just a FAIL.