You wanna hate me im not gonna blame u, But DUN ever misunderstand me.
Ytd something happen. Its was a really big blow t me.
I didnt lie to you. I didnt do things t piss you off.
Do u really think tat all th things i said my my heart was all fake?
Did u knw how fuck hurt i was when u said its all fake?
Did u knw, Ever since 11July2010 till now. My love for u has nvr fade?
You only see half th story from her but did u bother t ask?
I alr lied t u once and im trying t get ur forgiveness.
Do u think i'll still lie again?
Do u knw, im always thinking of wat t say be4 i even out my mouth?
Im scared okay scared of doing th wrong things. Because of u i learn my mistake.
Im trying t pull myself tgt all th time, but no matter wat i just fail.
I try t forget u, but i just keep failing.
Wat must i do to get u t reply again?
Im sick again, im breaking down soon.
I dun wanna live on anymore but i have t.
I dun wan u t misunderstand me but get th truth.
Listen Im not lying i really am not.
Because Kaitlynn, Im still loving you like i use t.