I Love You Yet Im Getting All This SHYT.

Im always wondering, all those texts i send, do u even read them? You said all those things i said t u was fake, but are you me? I explain things t you yet wat u gave me was no reply. Not even one after like 2-3days? You knw wat hurt most was when u said tat all those things i told you from my heart was fake. Dhen soon you changed ur blog, guess wat? I found it, i didnt believe wat i saw so i when online and yet its true so very true. After all this things i have done. It was all not worth? I get nth yet i still believe in you. But today? I dun believe it i really dun. I cant pull myself back up this time after falling so hard. I have enf of all th doubting, hurt, lies & false hopes. I give up. You wanna be like this fine wif me. As long as you're happy im fine wif it. After today no one will see ATWS anymore. He will no longer exist in this world. I wanna do things tat can nvr be done but i still try. But after all this, all my hopes from it has all fade. I really love you yet you can say things like tat t me. Guess wat? Th pain is still here ever since th day u left, do you knw? Yet you're adding on t my pain more and more till its unbearable. How many text i send you alr? Got even reply one? Th only time you reply is when u think i lying t you about everything i said t you. But all those thing were all true and after so long im breaking down alr. I cant take it no more. Its hurt just so much. But i guess you're happy wif wat you have right now. I wont ever disturb you ever again. No one will ever see my ever again t. ATWS really means nth t you alr right? Th game is over and i lost. After doing so many thing from th start t th end i still cant win this game. Being nice t you, you also dun care. Got even ans my call? No. Nth, no replys no nth from you Not even a single msg nor anything from you. I suffering so much you also dun care. Life w/o you = Meaningless t live on. Is this all karma for wat i did? When im doing so much its like you dun even realise it, yet you think im lying. Its all bullshit okay. Im fucked up. I had enf. I gave myself a chance t love again and i get this. Im trying t give you everything yet all i get in return is Fuck load of shyt. -'- Maybe im born t be single, alone. Maybe I should not even be in this world. After all everything i try t do all i get in return is cheated, heart broken & this. Wow my like Sucks tat much as i come t realise it. FML big time. Life is no meaning less now so ATWS says goodbye.