Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Its a promise.
Today, I just fall back on th floor. I knw you love t see my suffer. So yah im suffering badly happy? I need help, really. Anyone can help me forget anything? I wish i was a kid again, as scraped knees are easier t fix than a broken heart. Feeling so restless now. Its like i have no energy now. I feel so weird. I tot i let go but why im getting today i guess tat i've been lying t myself all this time. I act as if im strong but i just fall so hard today. Today i knw i gotta let go it may be hard but im gonna do it. Im gonna promise myself this time. If there is ever a day i get a wish i would wish tat i nvr have meet you. Why? Because, i wont have t hurt you and made you suffer so much. You all may think tat you will wish for ur love ones back but th fact is if you love them, set them free. I dont knw how t face you now, so im just gonna say here lastlong. As long as you're happy, i'll be fine. Its time for me t let go, and im learning. Brothers, sisters, gans & friends. always by my side, always helping me. Thankyou. I promise i wont let you down this time. I'll move on, i'll not do silly things. Alot of you have asked me but im not gonna say yes. Sorry but its because i dun wanna hurt non. I need t be alone for now. May MIA from audi but not from blog, fb, msn, fone. You guys can still contact me. Looking at all th text for th v last time and im gonna delete them. After tonight i guess i'll be okay. Im looking for ppl t text so pls spam my fone as you wish because i wanna make myself busy :D Okay back t main posting so yea today only early, when audi chat chat chat dhen my bby online alr. Played abit dhen chat chat chat she off-ed dhen i when t take a nap. Dk nap how long dhen wake up 4+ alr. When back audi dhen chat chat wif CherylYawns and ~Qiqi dhen conf. After tat -.- dulan dhen when back again called again she made me angry again LOLOL dhen CherylYawns call me say sorry (Y) dhen toktoktok she angry -.- dhen now came t post. Skip somethings as i dun wanna tok about it. Okay im done wif my post :DDD bye.