Reality is had to face.

Didnt sleep ytd, blust music th whole damn night. & sit on my bed. Morning bout 6+ JiaQi`sister text me ask me go meet her. So when bathe etc and bus t her house. Waited for her dhen she came down & gave me a pack or smileyrock LOLOL she told me after eating th whole pack i must smile lerh lol. After tat when mac pei her eat as i didnt wan t eat. After tat Ricky`brother call us, ask us go find him. When t th blk he was at dhen when buy Cigg. Slack at random blk and soon Nick`brother & Cheryl`sister came join us. Dhen chat chat and had a h2h chat. After tat chat till bout 12+ when eat lunch again didnt eat. No mood bah. Dhen eat lerh i head home. Lie on bed and blast music t sleep. Dhen one text woke me up. Reply text abit fall aslp again. Woke up saw many text. after tat jiu no mood even more. After tat felt v cold x.x when take temp had fever (Y) now got bad flu, rising fever and starting t cough -.- So when back to sleep. Till 7+ woke up wash up abit dhen back t come. -.- saw something great when i came back. (Y) nice man -.- zzzz I just dont understand this world, and i just simply dare not face reality. Saw a great post. Everything is me being blame. When i change you all scold me t change back. When i dotn change you all keep blame me. -.- Just wat th world wat? Tell me? Im stuck between Hell and heaven. zzzzz