Last night, i made up my mind, looking back at our old text, it seem tat each time i have someone i love, u tent t brk us up just t have me. Dhen play me enf alr, u throw me. U knew i was soft hearted, u made use of tat one part of me just t get me and hurt me? FYI, its not fun t hurt someone you knw? Ppl's suffering is ur joy? If you wanna fucking text me each time i've taken one step, trying brk me down all over again? Whats ur motive? I wont go on alr, idw t hurt myself anymore. Each time i wanna give myself a chance t u its always useless. You not happy i wif who ur prob, u always try and control me when you're wif me. Cant tok t this cant tok t tat, must lose contact wif this and tat if wan t be wif u, WORTH? Look i find myself stupid okay. I love you yes i do but, i rather not suffer all this anymore. Look, i dont hate u, i dont blame u, im just blaming myself for being stupid k? You alr pick him, i jiu will step back. If u wan play guys, dont play me, I suffer enf alr, im weak alr, u go on, i'll die only.
Wish u all they best, last long, farewell, recover soon as u sick (:
K back t bloggin~
Well ytd once reach home msn, msn, msn wif Siyi`pig, RawrRawr`sister, Chelsi`sister, and other? O: random random bah. After tat cam wif tat PIG dhen she play wif her stud after tat drop on floor AHAHAH NOOB!! Dhen keep telling me she hungry ;eeks!! Somemore tell her go sleep she mai, dhen after tat suddenly no reply alr tsktsktsk! Pig jiu shi pig, sure need to sleep de :D K so dhen morning woke up saw her text reply and she taking foreva t reply. WOLS k.
Im having flu, cough, sore thorat, fever gone O: headache abit. Sehseh abit @_@
k nth t post alr see later dhen post again :D