Going Zouk tonight (: after posting jiu off alr :D
Ytd didnt really online at all. So sorry x.x so didnt post. Life feel so different, its as if im living a whole new life. Im trying not to think so much but when i have nth to do, my mind starts to think of you. I trying t make myself busy alr, so if you guys dont see my online much, dont worry (: So well, today u texted me, i didnt wan to look at it but i cant hold myself back. I knw its stupid but idk why u still care so much. I knw i wan ur care but i also knw you should not care at all. I dont wan history to keep repeating over and over again. Its sick. When you're wif me, he pops out of no where, few days later, u become his. ITS HAPPEN AGAIN. Its stupid, get me? If you cant make up ur mind, leave me sua. Dont keep care bout me cuz you're just hurting me. I knw i wan your care but i also knw it will be hard for you cuz you gotta lie to him. This is not how a r/s should be. If you're his girl, you should not care tat much bout me. Its a simple rule, i also wont wanna brk you both apart. I knw th rule of this game so im gonna follow it. You're his girl, no longer mine. I faced it, so u should to. You pick him, so dont look back. Wake up, idw everything to be like last time and it repeats again. You made ur mind, u pick him so be it. you dont have to care if im happy or if im dying. Its not ur prob. My blog, yes i post bout how i feel, yes i still miss you, yes i still wan you back, but no matter wat, i play by th book, i rather u be a great girlf to him rather dhen lying away. Because i understand how it feels t be lied.
Just hope you're happy everyday, smiling away, you're sick so rest well. Hope you recover soon. May you both last long, and stay happy. As long as u happy, im okay wif it. I dont mind getting hurt because if i really love u, i'll let u go. If you're mine, you'll be back if you're not mind dhen so be it. Its life, im okay wif it.
So well ytd when out slack till late night when drink till seh when home toh liao morning wake up still sick, watch teevee as to lazy to on com, dhen Siyi`pig ask me call her ;eeks, so call dhen ask her eat panadol -.- stupid girl keep say eat 10 dhen 12 dhen 14 TSK!! Dhen she keep ask me go see doc @_@ so fight fight fight till at last she eat dhen i go see doc cuz of her and some other reason..... Dhen now going rush out of house cuz IM LATE. (: k bye!!
Im happy to see that you still care, but i also wan you t play by th book. If you're his girl, dont text me cuz i knw he dont like me at all. Just be happy, i alive or dead u also no need care tat much. Take care yourself. Bye....