Haven been posting lately, so sorry, kinda havin headache now, many thing happened lately and dont text me cuz i lost my fone.
My mind is in a total mass right now, dont really knw wat t do but just stand by ur side making sure nth happens t you.
Seeing you faking every smile, i just dont knw wat t do, i dont wanna hurt u, i dont wanna leave u, i just dont knw wats wrong with me.
Knwing tat u still worry for me even after so many thing has happen, i just dont knw wat t say.
From th moment i knw you're having fever and ur gastric is acting up once again, i just get so worry about u.
I just hope tat u would be happy, just hope t stop hurting u any more. I really wanna see th happy you once again.
Not wearing a mask but th real u. I knw thing just happened so sudden and all i can say is im sorry.
Sorry for everything,
Sorry for hurting you,
Sorry for being a useless boyfriend to you,
Sorry for not being there for you,
Sorry for the hurtful things i said to you,
Sorry for not listening to you,,
Sorry for being so far away from you,
Sorry for the attitude i gave you,
Sorry for leaving you alone,
Sorry for not holding you tight,
Sorry for letting you go,
Sorry for breaking my promises,
Sorry for not being there with you,
Sorry for keeping things from you,
Sorry for the lies i ever told you.
Sorry for any other wrong things i did.
I still love you, but i am sorry.
23th:
I never regret knowing you, i never regret being with you, sorry for what i have done, i know it hurt you very much.
Im just useless, im not good enf for a girl like you, you're just wat any guy could ask for, thanks for your love, thanks or your care, thanks for everything you have done for me, thanks for th hugs, kiss, love, thanks for everything. I never regret at all. You're just so silly you're always willing t do almost anything just for me t stay, but please remember your friends, family, gans, brothers & sisters still care for you, dont ver do anything stupid okay? Im sorry, i really am. You're having gastric and fever pls takecare. Sorry i cant be there for you and sorry i made you cry last night and th night be4. I love you, just tat im not good enf for you. Sorry....