Remember how we used to online msn and chat all th time? Remeber how u always had to wait for me to online and i had to wait for you to online? And we would always cam till u fall asleep infront of th cam and i'll be sitting here staring at u till u suddenly wake up and notice tat th cam was still on and im still waiting? I hope u remember, cuz u always had STM and everytime i scold u cuz u forgot something, u would always use ur STM as an excuse.

( This was th carebear u stick ur hospital p

pass on , remember? haha )

On how i remembered the very first time we cam, u kept telling me u were hungry, and wanted me to be ur delivery man and send u mac. And best part was u didnt dare co

me down on ur own becuz u said u were scared of th hospital. How cute was tat? And u kept on saying and saying till 3 plus 4?And when i wanted to sleep u didnt let me and wanted me t pei u all th way haha! And u finally told me u were tired, i told u g

o sleep but u told me there was no space for sleeping then i told u just lie on th table but u say u didnt wan t. But soon, u just fell asleep w/o even knowing and then u woke up and stare into th cam. Haha, can nvr forget tat silly look on ur face, blurblur cutecute de. Then u finally buaytahan alr then say u just lie on th table and sleep then when u wake up text me? do u remember all this? it was from 21 of Novemeber to 2 plus am on 22novmber. Then when u woke up, u kept on spamming me cuz i was really sleeping in my own lalaland.

( Remember this too? u looked so tired

alr )

Then we on msn later tat night and chat chat chat again. And u started tat monkey & bby thing or something LOL "TREAT LIKE BABY SO YOU CRAWL . YOU PIGGY BACK ME LIKE THH MONKEY DE BABY " Thats wad u told me. Hahahs, and i also remember, i told u t guess my name and out off sudden u just type AaronTanWeiSheng , i swear i was in shock i stone right infront of my screen wondering how th hell u could guess my name. You said u just anyhow boom one but its was right. I could not believe it, but this was how u told me " Aaron Tan Wei Sheng . Omg , Im fuucking random == HURRY . TELL ME " remember this? and when i told u it was right u scolded me chibye and tot i lying t u.

( you loved to pause th cam th disturb me remember all this? )

And there it was, 23rd November 2010. We just talk can cam like every other days, but this time u were sad! ): cuz i was flying t USA and u told me t pack u in my lagguage , how cute was tat?And then its was night alr, like 6 plus and i asked u a stupid thing, i asked u if i should send tat sms, and tat sms was t u. How stupid can i get? like seriously? Then i send tat sms t u, u replied, and for th very first time, i didnt understand ur ans. Its was kinda stupid and silly cuz i had t ask u dk how many time till i understood th ans like 30 mins plus later? I just cant forget it all at all.

Ended up flight puch back one day, and also this day was th day some weird guy called u at th office and u freaked out, remember? Creepy person ey? haha! u were so scared tat u spam my msn t get me t reply u. then u dye ur hair then we cam hahah! u keep say unglam! After tat cam and msn till late night next day was gonna fly alr & somehow u were guai enf t do ur office work dhen do till u tired fell asleep so just left a msn at msn and also sms dhen i fly off lerh, and u were sleeping like a pig!

( Remember u gave me all this? I still read tat note each time i miss u, sometimes i even count th hearts ._. i really miss everything. )

As time pass, days pass months pass. we started t fight alot, alot alot.. broke up patch, fights and dao-ing all came towards us. where did th promise go? u told me " Boy , You're all i ever wanted .

We'll walk through storms and hurricanes together hand in hand , I promise . ♥ "didnt u? but we still ended up like this..

But now everything is gone. You and him, got so close tat by now i guess u alr fallen for him. I kept all this in my phone, u cnt believe how many more pics i have, i bet if i were t upload some u might just kill me. I just hope, u knw tat wad i have said t u were true no lies. When i said i still love u, i really do. If i can ever have a chance t get u back, i wanna knw how. I hope u would tell me. Im willing t change just for u. I'll do anything just t get u back. Wad i feared has now hunted me. And its losing u, t another guy. I hope tat u knw i haven nvr treated anything as a joke in this r/s i remember every single thing tat happened. Because i really love u. I just wan u back, i need u t live on. I aint joking. But if till now t u his way better dhen me and t u im th guy tat hurt u and his th guy tat has nvr hurt u, i wanna ask u this, in this world which guy would NVR EVER hurt th girl at least once in their whole life, i mean by telling me tat im th guy tat hurt u, have u ever tot ur ex before me hurt u even more but yet when i knew u, u still loved him? is it ever fair t me? In my mind im still telling myselg hand in there becuz there may be like 0.5 % chance of even getting u back. But seeing ur twitter today , "no texts from u " th u is him. HOW I FELT? if u were me i can bet wif u , u alr scolding me bitch bastard chibye all come out alr, but i still just scold cuz i jealous i nvr posted on twitter or fb u bitch or wad ever when. but tat time i fake put fb r/s status u scolded me bastard but when u put wif him this time, have i ever willing t truly scold u? no....

All i wan u t knw how is, I nvr meant t push u away, all i ever wanted was for u t stay. Im sorry i was always so busy wif my things and leave u alone but now all i wanna do is be wif u all day long, sending u t sch cuz i have nvr done it in th past...

But if you're happier with him, dhen i'll back off as promised, i hope after u read this, i'll still stand a little chance. Becuz, Baby i love u, i wanna make u my girlf again, and not just saying but make u feel tat u ARE my girlf, i'll tell th whole world if u wan me t. I'll show u tat i aint like some other bastards tat dare not say tat this is their girlf, i'll make sure u knw tat im urs and you're mine. if i ever stand a chance i promise u i'll do all this. I do hope for a chance, and if u willing t give me a few days i'll prove it all t u.